KAIXIAN =))

I am sleepy. I am quite bloated. I'm being random.

Math lecture + test today. Bah something malu and stupid happened to me again T_T Sheesh. Mr Leow's a superb teacher. How I wish he is my math tutor cum lecturer. If so, I would enjoy math loads more.

Oh make it two malu incidents in the lecture hall then =.= I'm so shit, don't you think T_T

Eh, uploading photos in photobucket...Still loading so I shall continue to type crap=X

Math test was surprisingly okay; I thought it would be hard and I would die but I didn't. However, due to my STM and I didn't really bother to memorise stuffs, I can't do some questions and err, confirm got wrongs.

But I'm okay with it, I guess. Actually the paper was mostly easy but I didn't memorise so I can't do nuts. T_T

Now you know, memorise integration and graphing techniques.
But the questions might change. So errr, do your best jiu hao le =]

Intially I have alot to write for this photo but now I don't know what to say le. Or rather, how to start =X

After KFC, Lian and I walked to JP. Lols. It was a very fun but long trip. We were flustered la! Very long never see my cheeks being rosy ^^
And with her, we kinda attracted alittle more attention than we wanted because of our loudness[mostly hers la].

Oh at JP ...

I'm lazy to write la.

Bel girl messaged me to ask if I was free later at night because she wanted me to help her buy Farenheit's calender. The whole thing was quite lame la -.-'''
So I went to IMM to queue up. Surprisingly the queue wasn't as long as I imagined [despite thousands of girls going gaga over them]
It was like prison T_T I was bored. Lols.

I complained to Bel when she called me twice during the wait. I think I exaggerated and made it sounded like I'm in hell and that usually made her laugh =] I'm glad. Whee~ But it wasn't all that bad lah, at least I experienced how fans wait and wait like they never wait before.

Then Farenheit's new songs were played and half of the time some girls will sing along and I couldn't resist rolling my eyes. I don't even know if I spelt their band name correctly T_T

I must be the only non-Farenheit fan over there=X

While queuing up I've loads of things in mind to blog but once here everything evades T_T

Shan I thought of buying a poster for you too but I think it's waste of money T_T

I really nothing to write, or in fact, don't feel like blogging anymore T_T

Going back to school tomorrow.

Going to school on wed, thursday, friday.

OGL's going to camp in school for 4d3n.

I'm feeling very rubbish right now.

As rubbish as this crap.

There's math test tomorrow T_T I don't feel like studying. BAH.

Event I've helped out/ushered in JJ for year 2007

1) Student Council Investiture
I do remember it was JunJie who asked me if I wanted to be an usher or what waitress thing for this event.

2) Debating Liason [or something, I don't know]
At Little India. I think it's so pathetic that we can't get an enclosed, air-conditioned room, but instead an open-air field with people walking about and it's scorching and burning T_T

3) J2 Meet-the-Parent session
It's just sitting at the canteen doing crap for a few hours. Didn't even usher ANY parents.

4) National Track and Field
Oh I just arranged the medals and stuffs and stood behind the medal table for a few hours straight before I finally surrendered to a chair nearby.
I do remember my mood was down to the pits and I saw some good-looking chaps, I reckon.

5) Westzone Sports Council Meeting
Hua Yi was invited but no representatives came and I was quite =( about it I guess.

6) Jurong GRC Post National Day Rally Dialouge Session
Whoa long name. Eh, me supposed to usher one of the big shot but when he came around I don't know that's him I was supposed to usher so he walked alone=X Sheesh.

7) Westzone Symposium
Ah, the event Finny so nicely accompanied me to help out indeed. Happen to meet this good-looking dude whom name I forgotten. Finny and I messed up our most important duty, and me to be blamed partially, I guess =(

8) Soccer match
It was a total bore but I got to meet some good-looking kids and too bad they're younger than me [it's like so what if they're older? -.-]. It was on 28 Nov, I remember, a day before my mother's birthday =)

Eh that marks the end of events I helped out, excluding emcee-ing events in JJ.

Oh I've photos for almost every event above, but they are scattered like shredded skin in my 2 photobuckets account. I'm lazy to find la.

Bah, I'm feeling moodless now, so pardon the listlessness I guess =X

Zheng Wei

Many things to say but don't know how to say it T_T

Toodles and may tomorrow be a better day =)

Whee~ Have to wake up early later but heck it =/

So the OGL camp. I was quite guilty about not joining in the wet games but it's just so that I didn't bring a dark shirt [this's not an excuse because I can easily borrow] and I don't feel like joining in. Weird eh, but I guess I wasn't feeling my best then =/

Sorry to make Mr Choo disappointed =(

So anyway, YAY I'm a food attach! So fun, I tell you. LOL. And I enjoy working with other food attaches =D I know most of their names liao =DDDDDDDDDD

Bah, I was tired/sleepy mah, this Ah Lian took my picture without me knowing indeed T.T The stupid thing was that I can't sleep the night before the OGL camp -.- Sheesh... What's wrong with me T_T

Photo by: Ah Lian
Bee Ting and Xiao Hua. Woo~ Easy names to remember =DDDD
And the many cups in front of them. LOL

Lian trying to be cute but looks like a duck instead.

So anyway, I borrowed stuffs from Finny like contact lenses solution and facial wash and we slept in the same sleeping bag for that night. It was so hilarious at first and a pity no one could take a photo of us in the bag. LOL
We were kidding around about people might thought they have double vision, or saw something they shouldn't see or we were siamese [spelling?] twins. BAH.
And she couldn't sleep so I pei her talk talk for awhile.

And there's fire drill at 0400 hrs. T_T Then PT, mass dance, wash up, breakfast.

But of cos, I went off halfway during mass dance cos me food attach! =D

I SO enjoy serving food la =D Actually I only distribute food 0.o Wait, I don't know what I'm doing T_T

Oh, that's the two kids washing their faces before lights out at night. =D Woohoo~

Surprisingly we break camp early at 11+ so Finny and I went Macs to eat McFlurry.
I was a mcflurry fanatic last time.

Like XueLian, Finny can't resist taking a picture of me sleeping T_T

I was tired, okay T_T Who wasn't, tell me la. Humph.

So went home, slept, woke up, go Hua Yi for sec 1 orientation campfire. I went late la T_T Ren jia sleeping away mah.

Someothing very stupid happened and I was kinda malu about it =X Bah. Yay see my juniors and some seniors again=happy KX =D

Went to the same Mac Finny and I went earlier that day with JunWen, Alicia and KahKian. That was when we know JUNWEN HAS A STEAD LIAO. Woohoo~ Fierce la~ =D
That's Alicia trying to listen to his girlfriend's voice or something.
And I talked to his girlfriend =D NICENICE! =D

Sorry to Ken and Sheldon, but I left your gift in the hall just now. I was staring at this plastic bag and was thinking, "Who left it there?" I didn't check, thus didn't know it's mine T_T Shit. I didn't even know why it's out of my bag. ARGH. I'm so so sorry =((((

Hao la, I got dance lesson later in the afternoon T_T Ciao~

I'm really drained. I ~~don't~~ think I know why.

I was alone at library today. Revising shitty Maths. Supplementary exercise questions were killer. Sheeshh....

It was totally boring T.T
Well maybe not totally.

Came across this book and I think I got I'm-afraid-to-become-fat phobia. T_T As in see photos of fat people then I scared I become like them. Albeit countless reassurance I won't but still..

Went dinner-ing with Seok Min daddu and Kenny. Former's tired and sleepy =( I felt bad asking her out. And to join me in library early.

Should have asked Kenny to come to help me in Math. Sheesh.

I'm really tired.

Very unhappy indeed.

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OGL camp tomorrow. Math test... =/ Sheesh. Hais.

Well, Christmas' over!!! Today's BOXING day right? =/ Somehow got this impression it is =X

I was feeling uber bored these days because Christmas' lonely. But now that it's over, I'm busy again!!! T.T So weird right-.-''''

The next few days' going to be hectic AND SHYT LA. =.=''''

Sighs, shall not think about it =/

On Christmas eve, my mother, eldest brother and I went to NP Pines thingy there to makan. My second time eating baked rice, and as the first time, it's better sharing than having one serving for yourself because it's CHEESY and I get sick of it after eating half =/

I received THREE Christmas cards, I think. Lols.
This's from BAOBEI. Actually she just replied to my card to her=X LOL.

The third card's from TJ! Whoo~ He said he would get angry if I don't give him my address when we were chatting online the other day T.T BAH.
Thank you =DDDDDDDDDDD

Went dinner-ing with mother and eldest brother TODAY [again] (seems very fated for the three of us to eat together-.-) at IMM.

So he wanna get a christmas gift for his girlfriend [so last minute!!!] and I told him about this long sleeve shirt I liked at Esprit then he bought for his girlfriend liao.

So well at Esprit...

Yesterday my mother and I came IMM to eat LJS and we were in Esprit also AND I SAW TWO BAGS I REALLY LIKE LA. But the price is... T_T
This pouch's like 40bucks can?!?!?!?! Sheesh...

AND THIS IS 50bucks!! Daylight robbery *screams* !!!

But I really like la -.-''' Stupid brand =((( Humph. SUAN LE! ='(

Ok stop throwing tantrum T_T

So anyway, I got a miss call from TJ just now, and I didn't even know about it T.T Luckily it was only 2 minutes after he called that I called him back.

Then he asked if I could go downstairs for a while!!! I thought what-.-'' He bored or something.

Luckily my parents didn't go on about

In short, I GOT A CHRISTMAS GIFT FROM TJ!!! WHEE~

I super never expect it can T.T

Thoroughly shocked me with his gift-.-

YES A FRYING PAN. Err, can use or not one? Can put it over the stove or not? I don't know what to do with it!!!

Hello Kitty indeed. Can anyone tell me what to do with it???/

I re-wrapped it till I got further ideas=/

My mother asked isit that friend of mine wanted me to fry egg for him everyday T_T

Puh-lease =.=

I'm going library later!!! So better sleep early=/

AND FINNY YOUR NAME ISN'T HERE=D The opposite. LOls.
That Finny is still hyperventilating over seeing her name in my previous post T.T
Please don't be so shock because you've been a great friend to me! =]

<3

And DADDU, rather than seeing your name in my previous post, I shall mention you here! Thanks too =D

[edited]
Peter Pan's super shuai that I haven't get over this shuai-ness yet. OMG OMG OMG so shuai!!! OMG.

Ok bye T.T

[/edited]

Merry Christmas to you =))))

Below are some stuffs I kope from my 2nd brother.

He's currently having a miserable hangover because he drank too much yesterday. My mother, though send me this email about positive thinking, did otherwise by scolding and nagging at him -.-

Can't she think errr, optimistically? Like, be happy; at least my brother drank at home while his friends were not at home, but in our house! One of the friends puked at the corridor or something -.-'''

I made a cup of coffee for my brother leh^^ Nice hor. =D

I wonder am I a rotten apple on the floor, or the best one on top?
Perhaps I'm the mediocre one in the middle.

Thank you, my friend!

Like me, my brother is lonely. But soon he won't be!!! I will still be, though T.T
But I got my Baobei, Shanshan, Tingting, Dardar, Lin, Lian, Finny and loves! =D Whee~

I hope I get the size roughly correct=/ Because because.

Hao la, end here le =)

~~Today~~ Yesterday I woke up at 2:40++pm!!! Super shiok. Long time never sleep in till soooooooooooooo super late liao.

Then I napped again at like, 5++pm =/ And very reluctant woke up alittle after 6pm. Since I was so reluctant, my mood wasn't very good and poor mother dear had to tolerate me.

Of cos I could continue sleeping but I have the last dance lesson to attend, didn't I? And surprisingly everyone came. So we kinda re-unite and Yvonne sang 'Good bye my friend' that chinese song. Lols.

So anyway ~~yesterday~~the day before [22dec] was sorta a loooooooong day because it was kinda packed?

Went Esplanade around evening to watch Swan Lake. Slept in the bus and found it rather unglam but at least I was kinda rejuvenated.

I supposedly wear presentable and still powder my nose and put lip gloss + earrings + necklace. Very seldom I will do that. -.-

I digress: This is the M-card I wanted to send to XUE LIAN because she sent one to me via email. We have to paint/colour it ourselves. Waste my time only, cos I can't send it to her. So XUE LIAN, look over here. Lols. Merry Christmas to you too=D

So anyway, Vanessa, her stead and I sat at circle 3, centre! Woohoo~ Thank goodness it's centre. It was long, cold and occasionally boring performance. But they were great =] My opinion very different from Yi Rong because she said they lousy. 0.0 Her standard super high. Lols.

The air-con was super cold loh. Stupid -.-' My second time watching performance at Esplanade, first being The Forbidden City in sec 1. Lols.

Took bus 97 again, supposedly back home but on impulse I called TJ to ask if he wanna accompany me makan [me didn't have dinner!]. Being super on as usual, he agreed. So I alighted at the busstop opposite library at like 11+pm to take bus 198 to Jurong West.

Then he sent me home on bike at 1++ and I reached home at 0130hrs. First time so late, and I lied to my family again -.-''' Sheesh.

Don't you think it's like, so coincidental that one year ago on the same day, we broke up? Lols =D

MERRY CHRISTMAS eve, people! Somehow I think that the message centre will jam tonight because people will be busy msging their well wishes and greetings.

Any no lifer care to jio me out to study or something? Lols. I will be spending Christmas alone.

And oh, I got another GREAT Christmas gift last year, 24 Dec 2006, and it's ONE YEAR again.

Chicken Pox.

T.T

BYEBYE!=D

No, I'm pretty sure I'm correct. Lols *self-talking*

Anyway, I uploaded some ten over photos either late November or early Dec, and initially I thought I would post them on blog then. Fortunately [or not], I happened to be free now and it's the right day to blog. =]

Last year on 23 Dec 2006, something was made history. =)

Have you guessed it? Lols.

I thought I would have alot to blog about, but surprisingly I don't. Perhaps because I'm super tired now.
So anyway, this piglet above. I think her name is xiao y. Then his was IE. Short story of their name but I'm lazy to go over there.
So anyway I found a magnet and once again, she said "&$^#$%, I love you" to me. Super long never hear it liao. Oh, it's a korean pig.

This is actually a pink devil. Can't remember what occasion he gave it to me liao.

I finished the sweets. He bought it from 7-11. How long ago was it, I don't remember-.-

The ring's still in there. It's still alittle too loose for my 4th finger=P And the dog and hearts were bought on our 1st Anniversary in 2004. 8 April, I think. LOl.

A birthday gift for my sweet 16th but I never wear it out.

I don't remember all these little notes. But from the content, it seems that I'm a sad weirdo everyday T.T
And that's a leave he used to fold into a...?

Those keychains he got from wedding dinner. The two cute dogs as my first picture was also a wedding gift.

Laughed when I re-read those letters. Because I don't remember alot of things. =.='' I think I'm a sadistic cos I laughed at his apology letters. Now la, not last time, of course.

Valentine gift 2005. I didn't dare to take it out because of the stuffs wrote on the heart the bear holding.
Still quite new, I think. Just that the wrapper crumpled le =X

Christmas gift 2005. Super nice. He stole the stone somewhere.

On the pigs still got our initial: TJKX. It still sounded nice to be, when two initials put together. La.

So anyway almost everything's in that plastic bag. There are misc stuffs which are scattered around my room-.-'' Drawer and wallet also got. o.0 Where else I don't know.

Anyway, I got over him hmm, recently. Lols. I slow heal T.T

Ok I seriously need sleep. I know I weakling. LOl, bye~